Life through my eyes.

Exams are over :)

2011-12-09T10:57:00.000-08:00

YES. Exams are finally finally finally over. All the distracting thoughts on what to study next, am i gonna fail? what's coming out for the paper is GONE ! :DD

Exam recap: I did quite well for the first three subjects : law, math, econs. but the last subject... accounts....... >=( gr. that was the last ever paper and I remember leaving the exam hall so dang disappointed even though exams were over. Sigh. Oh well. I just hope i don't get differed to the next semester to study accounts again. I heard rumours that that was what was gonna happen to students who failed :/

Anyways, ranting aside, PRODUCTION IS COMING!! :DDD

In case you are wondering, which are obviously not, that boy in the picture is supposedly me xD One of the production crew members just asked me just now how do I feel being the main cast? (seeing as the production is just a week away) Well, I don't feel anything. At most I feel humbled and that's all. Not nervous neither proud.

Its weird, cause normally I'd expect to be nervous, afraid, doubtful that ill be able to perform but its different this time. It's like... I've found a new confidence in myself. I know for a fact that I'll do well. Its just impossible to mess up. I know my lines, I know my character. I'm so different from what I used to be... I can do this :)

Anyway, this post is getting a little too long so i guess I'll just end here.

Peace ouuutt,
Miah

2011-11-27T09:17:00.001-08:00

I'mmm just gonna jump off a cliff now.

2011-11-26T09:43:00.000-08:00

miah

EXAAAMS IN 9 MORE DAYSS

2011-11-25T09:00:00.000-08:00

Yeah you heard me :( ... and I'm like totally not prepared at all... There are just so many people waiting for my results to come out, my parents... Jason.... Lee choo... Abel.. :( I dont at all want to disappoint them.. :( why why why...

I think its the one year in architecture that really spoiled my ability to think straight and study smart... and remember all those confusing terms and argh...

Anyways, enough of my ranting. Here's something I came across not so long ago ;

enjoy.. [:

miah

Languange

2011-11-07T07:44:00.001-08:00

Ever since I arrived in KL, my everyday language has constantly been a compromise of my abilities as an English speaking person.

Especially for my chinese speaking friends as I use a lot of "big words" that I understand but other people don't. Nonetheless that's not the main issue. The main thing is that my compromise is towards the way I structure my sentences. Absolutely simple, absolutely easy to understand mixed with a lot of Malaysian slang, all this as opposed to what I usually am used to. Hmmm should I write more? Should I revive my addiction to beautifully composed literature?

Exam coming in a month T.T Help meee......

;Miah

2011-11-04T09:57:00.000-07:00

I miss talking to you whenever I need someone to talk to...

;miah

HOME SWEEEEEET HOMEE

2011-10-23T04:28:00.001-07:00

Haha yay! Tomorrow I'll be on my way back to... KOTA KINABALU!!!!

OMG the name itself already feels so homey xD

I really just wanna thank God that I was born in such a beautiful yet developing, quiet yet modern place :) With so many amazing people to surround me during my childhood days even up to now :)

Anyhoo, today Jayesslee came all the way from Australia to City Harvest KL! They shared their testimonies and sang three songs for us :)
Youtube link here
Rocketeer - Far East Movement
Dare you to move -Switchfoot
Korean Worship Song.

When I heard them sing the first song, I was like "Woaaah, they sing better in real life". haha but yeah, they really do and I'm so happy that I got to meet them during autograph sessions. They signed my iTouch and my notebook :D But unfortunately, Janice's sign got rubbed off cause the marker sucks :(( I suspect Sonia's one to disappear very soon too. But not until i brag about to all my friends! buuahahahaha xD

So, after the service + waiting for 2 hours to meet the twins, Esther, her 5 friends and I went to Sunway Pyramid to (hopefully) watch Real Steel but all the tickets were sold out :(( So we decided to watch it some other time.

Anyway, all in all, today was quite an eventful day :) Woke up at 8.30, met Jayesslee, Pyramid fail.

You know, I realized that not many things that I do can excite me as much anymore. Sad but true :( Probably its cause I've already done a lot. OR probably its cause I'm just getting older and according to the 15-year old me, "adults are boring" which is sorta true

COME ON LIFE! Throw something interesting in my face! Grr >=)

Hm... Well, whatever the reason may be, what really matters now is that I'm going home to hometown, my family, my friends, my house. Just the thought of it...

... makes me happy :)

Miah

Reluctant

2011-10-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

Nowadays I find myself to be quite reluctant in opening up to people... :( I don't know why... Like, even before I'm about you post this, I second guessed myself. I asked myself, "should I?"

I mean, its not like there's any reason not to write a new post... But I'm just... Reluctant. Don't know why :(

hm. I'm gonna stop writing now.

Strangely emo'z,
Miah.

2011-06-04T10:24:00.000-07:00

Good night, world of anguish, world of murder, world of fear.

Good night, world of hunger, world of famine, world of tears,

Good night, world of chaos, world of confusion, world of pain.

Good night world of beauty, world of compassion, world of gain,

Good night world of dreams, world of hope and world of joy,

Good night world of life, world of laughter and world of love

miah

Ahh

2011-06-04T02:35:00.000-07:00

Just got back from worship practice with the Chinese Church band. Sharon ryo jonathan and... ngeh... i forgot his name xD

anyhoo, gotta buck up and finish my work before the clock strikes midnight! I have the whole night to do it, no more excuses!!!! >=)

When deeds speak, words are nothing.
-Pierre-Joseph Proudhon

Miah

The Third Season

2011-04-06T01:13:00.000-07:00

Its 12:58am now and I'm supposed to be doing my work :P

Anyway, today marks the 11th month of me joining CHCKL! :D it has been a really bumpy journey! But I've got to know so many cool people and i've got marah-ed by leaders dono how many times already xD but it's all good :)

God has really opened my eyes to a lot of things and sometimes, things that make me fall into my seat and go , "oh maaaan....." but again, its all good :)

Roti Maggi :D

So, school life has been... rather challenging for me. Architecture requires more than just smarts, it requires LOTS and LOTS of creativity and hardwork, nothing more nothing less. And well, a little drama here and there.

You know, as much as I try to avoid any drama in school, it always comes to me. I have NO idea why o.o I guess God really answered by prayers when I asked God to break me xD Be careful what you wish for, yaikz!

Nevertheless, school is gonna end in like... what... 3 more days??? :DDDD!! Hahaha away with all the senseless tedious boring assignments! Its holiday baybeh! I can't wait to get back to my hometown KK! anyone can love KK, but no one can love KK the way i do :P it's not better, just different :P don't know why i said that

ah... the good ol' days...

okiebaibai

miah.